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My Yesterday. (23/11/10)

wooots <3 ;D yesterday was wonderfull.....muahaha...early mornin, go CT park la.... go thr saw LCP. hahah ...nvm..den aft "exercise" v go foodtiam la....go sat thr bout 1 n half hour! den v go a boutique see baju baju baju.././//hahhaa, till night la, we go eat steambott~ u noe we 4 ppl can eat like a dinosaur.....so muchhh!!!! eat till full full, den v walk to Jusco!!! den jj stay while while onyy den go bac loo~ cz late jorr but happy la....thx frens, once a while.....=]

haizz,,

holy day so sien oh...hahah....fren go work ah, me go use alot money ah...lol... i shuld spend money in halo forest gehh.....so dis end of year laz time hang out jor....nx yr no more jorrr laaa.... =[ crying without tears.... TT. i found up old hokien song vry nice lehh..... haha...geting older dis holyday... lol. jz now go xersice v bro, nt dat fun, cz our "own badminto court" so small... haha.... sien la.... luckyly tmr go CT park den nite go steambotttt.....>< k la, speechless now.

阿欣

伤心

我觉得我好像没有一件事，是做得好的。我本来苦读，打算明年进第一班。可是我偏偏进不到。我好痛苦，就下定决心要辞职。可是我没有勇气。到我有胆量，再去辞职的时候，就放大假了。所以我辞不到。我现在有两个想。我想进海螺。我想去台湾当艺人。就这样。我要的东西，偏偏是最难得到的。我的家，也没有外人想的那么幸福。每天，都听到吵吵闹闹的声音。骂人，叹气，造成我对我的家，感到反感。就连最简单的，今天。我上台唱歌。我本来有唱得好好，可是我做不到。真的很伤心。晚餐，他们在哪里骂来骂去。到最后，丢了一大堆碗给我洗。放大假前夕，就是一对不好的事。一个月，我该怎么过？我根本就没有感受到假期的气氛，虽然跟朋友安排了很多节目，可是就是不开心。现在说年未有去台湾，我都没有感觉了。当一个人伤心的时候，做什么，都不好受。可是我能做什么？哭吗？我没有泪水。我想大喊，心中的不愉快，希望可以解开。可是在那里喊？根本没有自由。因为我一直在为人家而活。为自己活，挫折好多。因为受好多阻挡。就连有一个愿望，都要问过别人。这样算人生吗？可能我不善表达情绪，我只把心事吐在部落格上，希望有人看见，请你给我指明一条明路好吗？失魂落魄。

阿欣。

nthg

wat a sad day...early mornin wan rsign oso din get a chance...she dun gv... u noe i so tired ady..? i rely not suit as pfect la...let me off la!!!!!!!!!!! n den go see result...i fuck off i drop B clas.... is lik a shock....but i hv no feelings d time.... hapy or sad oso duno.....i miss my A clas fren.... but B clas no so stres....HOWｌａｈ！！！ rely dun lik it......y my life lik dis...? if rely wan seperate den let me go HALO la.....dats my won dream...y not? so unfair.... so sad u noe!!!!!????? is tear-ing but no tears roll....wat de fucking life i hav!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sad off9 go n cry now...... arghhhhhhhhhh




losted shyrnie. (not me anymore)

烦！

不知道为什么，烦，烦。烦辞职的东西，烦那个人不给我辞。烦要去见很多人。烦死我。你们超屌哦！！！尤其是那些M.A.R.S组的，全是人渣，人渣不如，母狗，不是人。我将骂，不懂会不会中。中屌。我没别意思，就是被骂。语言，肢体伤害，我承受不起啊！！！现在觉得，对于没兴趣的东西，越平凡越好！！！想在学校，有名一点，就要变母狗吗？没兴趣。不需要。我要在娱乐圈红，媒体来追我，到时看看谁比较红？！在学校正什么名誉？多一个人疼爱？呸~！嘴巴甜很好么？不见得！很奇怪咯。。。。。。。。烦！ 老师，你给我记住,一定要给我辞职！我要新的人生啊！！！在被逼下去，我杀了你们。。。。杀了，我会！你们如果不纯在，学校比较平静。好了，你们污染我的部落格了。。。讨厌！！！


shyrnie.

Never Say Never.

dey say, nvr say nvr. dey sang, nvr say nvr. evry1 is into de issue of never say never. bt thr's a nvr for me now. nvr do/ did things dat u hate it. just like what i chus to be a prefect. i hate it. i did it, n thr's a nvr a my life finally. is same case jz lik a human will never alive forever. hey, Never. a life does't mean hv to be intresting lik spending lika bilionare evryday. i dun wish dat b4. my wish evry night, hope i'm hapy, healthy, welthy. back to the topic. is about prefect team. i bilf myself even dis few day dad bought me lots of thing (thx) bt i still nt dat hapy bcz my heart is swing-ing thr bout prefect team. i wanted to RESIGN. reason. hmm...let me tink. 1st-ly, i'm not hapy, not redy to sacrifice my time, my life in de team. sriously, i'm wasting my time in sch also, not even de team. my ambitious heart does't point to de sch, de team, is pointing to the bright way which many celebrity passes by. yes i wan to be a artist, i wanted to sing dance act tells story lot fans chasing me n more more more..... 2nd-ly, i wanted a new life. not even quit prefect team, my trend, my fashion, de way i wear, eat, my rum my evryting, i'm changing 1 by 1. i tink no more. y dat time i want to be prefect? bcz i du1 my parents felt sad. dey givin big hope for me in dis house. wanted to protect my self. as no1 can buly me. i noe dey will suport evn i 1 resign. i gota do my thing n make my life beautiful. i'm nt de 1 who cn stand de torturing. sorry.n i oso du1 my mum too b too tired wit my stuf. fetch me so late, her car damn hot. she grows blk heads alot haiz. she getin older, she get tired easily. felt sory sumtime. i also cant stand de hot. i will easily nose bleeding n headache, maigrain. dats all.... i guess. so i will never say never, resign, start new life. hope tchers gv me last chance, never say never let me go, i'm already vry tired now. i'm not into ur torture chamber. sorry. let m life be peace. PEACE.


shyrnie.

KL

tday go KL oh...Sunway Pyramid ^^ buy things lo....walk walk shop shop..... hmm.... but i acidently buy a MW shirt damn expensive leh.....hmm..TT mum say cn buy....she wan me buy...endup so xpensif... haiz......felt sory...hmmm.......bt de bag, i <3 it..... haha..... it seems din walk alot place oso... haiz...al say wan go bac early, din buy even a shirt i lik....is ok la...tmr go melaka hope thrs gud mall for me to shop... wan buy nice shirt o... n long sleeve oso... end year go taiwan nid to use ah..... so how now? hmm... i was tinkin how to letak jawatan...i'm rely enough..mayb dats y i'm dat sad even wnt KL....sien...i hate dis feelings......

shyrnie.

i'm tired.

u noe, nowadays....things are getin worst den wat i expect.....a passed exam shuld be fun... bt no... results are worst....mos i hated is, prefect team! u noe, how sucks a prefect team is???!!! i wanted to resign...can u dun ask me y...is my freedom, i'm duin it, y shuld u stop me to b??? evryting bside forcing, also forcing......y..Y???? jamuan, force. i cari pasal din go. laz tyme, hari guru, force to persembahan, i end up wit nthg...n i stay bc evryday!!!! evyr mth, meeting, talk same ting, force to go...hey dat tyme i shuld b siting at hse sing,guitar,drum,probably jz go to my band...!!!! exam is cuming, force....blazer is too big, u noe i luk lik a clown? force. cut my hair acidently falll dwn d clip, scold....hey wats gng on? am i dat bad??? yea i'm nt suit being a prefect, so let me go....u shuld noe keeping a rubish for long tyme its still a rubish n u hv to throw it.....y dun u throw me while i bring d garbage car here? treat me? hey i'm nt puppy!!! human needs to b free...u may say others can y i cnt....hey, u shuld hv noe dat i'm a Limited Edition....udstnd my personality is damn hard as my mum say so.....let me to b free...no such thing like begging, crying for u gime chance to resign.... Jesus plz gv me energy to be a gud man.....i'm rely tired now.... i'm off....i'm gone.... i wan a new life....plz.....(@!!!!@)