Lazt day of 2010 i stay in malaysia.

erm,tday is last day of 2010 for me in malaysia. well the rest of my life of 2010 will spend on plane,nice place. and when i back frm thr, is 2011 jorr~ >< so i'm kinda hapy oso lo, exicted okok only lo... actualy can b vry great but only thing, mak aku sakit dats make me =((( y shuld sick at dis time. evry1 is having fun packing but u.... hmm, i duno. de viruses fault. no coments n no complains. seen 10 days b4 this i started my countdown. but i duno y nowadays,my bro were suxx. realy SUXX i duno wats up to him but he just making me piss off. duing kidy stuf, giving a 360 degree eye roll, i duno wtf hapend to him. luks like i'm be damned at home too. is just goes suxx. so wat can i do. try to make myself happy. waiting for the moment n i'll cheer. haizzz.... so i rather get tired of duin something i love mayb guitar pratice,sings or else, n forget de bad. dats all i can do. no money to spend. no ppl to accompany. no lovers to be loved. =( my frens do think i'm great. (i noe some not dey juz hate wat i did even de way i love JB,lol) ok, i'm trying to understan wats hapenin. so b4 u guys says sumthing to me, try to noe de reality. cz u noe i'm sensitive......aww damn. no more sadness, nid to get ready to walk around de world.


Shyrnie. (laz PO on 2010 i guess, do c u guys in 2011, hope more fans i'll hv)
TC.

2 more days and done??!

Dunoe shuld i be happy or nervous or sad. two more days n i'm going oversea. BUT, whn i'm bac, is school time already. =( NOOB. so my holiday in malaysia left 1 n Half days to go. wat the fuck shuld i do?? LOL. goin oversea, get some jet lag, spend some money n back? awww, dats not a gud idea. i want to stay thr for months, or mayb years. i just hope it gona hapends after NOOB pmr.staying is malaysia is realy wasting time. (others than going out with frens) n i got nthg special here more. ppl can go anywhr dey wan, i cant. evryday JJ only. so bored =( wat a NOOB life. even no X'mas Celebration??!! grrr, geting mad with these. my phone was not ringing. my fb got no "pop-up" sounds, n i jus keep listen to songs, n dats it?? wow can conclude my holiday is realy a HOLY-DAY. ~ and lastly, i wana made a conclude for my HOLY-day. that is: the most evil question asked by parents in this holiday is: "What You Want To Eat??"LOL dis is a fact. And the most peaceful answer i gave was: "I DUNO.. !" hahaha. cmon enjoy it, a week more to go, lets get crazy b4 it go.


Shyrnie.

Wat An Evil Christmas!!!

a christmas without celebration is ok for me but a lonely christmas is so damn n i hate it. some1 fall sick, mahantan diner cancled,even no fren to acompany~!!! am i dat sux n no1 come to me?? or mayb is about de oversea things so Jesus or Santa dun bless me a gud christmas?? haizzz...is ok, bout 1 or 2 hrs christmas gona end. forget bout it. as for my bro, he gets evrythings he want. mp3, stupid toys dat is more expensive den de mp3, damn cool skull walkman (well i have dis too),and wat more? oversea? kao... i rely get mad but not jealous but does he gona keep all his stuff like how i keep it? awwww fine i dun a mood to damn all dis stuff. these x'mas realy freak me out n is so evil~ but much more beter is, no1 get hurts. but not peace enuff. is okay. fine. and i wanted to get more folowers,how?


Shyrnie.

还有5天

啊朋友们，千万不要误会我在面子书倒数自杀！我不是愚蠢的呀~哈哈· 是倒数去个好玩的地方。 :) 明年要去学校的心减少了，根本没有要去的念头。考什么试丫？无聊透顶~ 给我一条出路可以吗？唱歌，演戏的·ok?至少有兴趣~ 死人地方闷呆了！！！要出个街都难，干脆把我关在音乐教室，我甘愿。希望啊，5天后去那边，可以有机会唱歌。然后给人看重的奇迹出现。哈哈。我可能真的想太多 >< 好啦，很闷，不写了。 is just suxx.....


Shyrnie

oh holly

my bro rely suxx gay!!!! dammit~ evryday talk cb nonsence..... fck,no mood!

Aye sory my blogger~

oppssy,it seems long time i din update cory....>< so wats up to u guys? PEACE?. =) hmm me? naahhh, not so so gud. ppl say i bad GF u noe. ppl talk bad bout me. aye, it hurts. =( nomm nomm, wed i'm gng out?! oh no. nt vry well prepare for d day. cz u noe, i lie my mama. plz keep dis secret ya. PLz >< bt i tink dis will b laz i go out wit "him" jor. one more time, dats it. i rely pissed with dis relationship. ={ nomm nomm shyrnie not in mood aye. *cheer me* *cheer me* aye yo....dynamite...haha. =] k nex, i finaly got my window live movie make, BUt, i duno how to work it.. LoL. *shame now* altot i go search youtube lot lot ady. BuT still.....nyiao nyiao... ~~ ya my guitar.. jz dat few song, sing till bit sien. but havent master it. to my frens dat DUN0 guitar, plz dun say ur better den me,n u noe alot, oh no. i noe u ony noe how to change a chord every minutes one, so dun chuan me. =]i can sing n play lik Justin Bieber (izit bit over? but im rely ok if yes! <3).duno y, dis few days keep thinking to taiwan, ooh wat hapnd to me.? heha. so i hope also i can go breakdance. super can sing can play can dance okay =) puts ur hands in de air, n say shyrnie oh, shyrnie woah~ hope so dis day will come n my fans around me shout like dis. bye. nite.


Shrynie.阿欣

nthg to do

holyday nthg to do mamamamamamamamaamamamammama

My Yesterday. (23/11/10)

wooots <3 ;D yesterday was wonderfull.....muahaha...early mornin, go CT park la.... go thr saw LCP. hahah ...nvm..den aft "exercise" v go foodtiam la....go sat thr bout 1 n half hour! den v go a boutique see baju baju baju.././//hahhaa, till night la, we go eat steambott~ u noe we 4 ppl can eat like a dinosaur.....so muchhh!!!! eat till full full, den v walk to Jusco!!! den jj stay while while onyy den go bac loo~ cz late jorr but happy la....thx frens, once a while.....=]

haizz,,

holy day so sien oh...hahah....fren go work ah, me go use alot money ah...lol... i shuld spend money in halo forest gehh.....so dis end of year laz time hang out jor....nx yr no more jorrr laaa.... =[ crying without tears.... TT. i found up old hokien song vry nice lehh..... haha...geting older dis holyday... lol. jz now go xersice v bro, nt dat fun, cz our "own badminto court" so small... haha.... sien la.... luckyly tmr go CT park den nite go steambotttt.....>< k la, speechless now.

阿欣

伤心

我觉得我好像没有一件事，是做得好的。我本来苦读，打算明年进第一班。可是我偏偏进不到。我好痛苦，就下定决心要辞职。可是我没有勇气。到我有胆量，再去辞职的时候，就放大假了。所以我辞不到。我现在有两个想。我想进海螺。我想去台湾当艺人。就这样。我要的东西，偏偏是最难得到的。我的家，也没有外人想的那么幸福。每天，都听到吵吵闹闹的声音。骂人，叹气，造成我对我的家，感到反感。就连最简单的，今天。我上台唱歌。我本来有唱得好好，可是我做不到。真的很伤心。晚餐，他们在哪里骂来骂去。到最后，丢了一大堆碗给我洗。放大假前夕，就是一对不好的事。一个月，我该怎么过？我根本就没有感受到假期的气氛，虽然跟朋友安排了很多节目，可是就是不开心。现在说年未有去台湾，我都没有感觉了。当一个人伤心的时候，做什么，都不好受。可是我能做什么？哭吗？我没有泪水。我想大喊，心中的不愉快，希望可以解开。可是在那里喊？根本没有自由。因为我一直在为人家而活。为自己活，挫折好多。因为受好多阻挡。就连有一个愿望，都要问过别人。这样算人生吗？可能我不善表达情绪，我只把心事吐在部落格上，希望有人看见，请你给我指明一条明路好吗？失魂落魄。

阿欣。

nthg

wat a sad day...early mornin wan rsign oso din get a chance...she dun gv... u noe i so tired ady..? i rely not suit as pfect la...let me off la!!!!!!!!!!! n den go see result...i fuck off i drop B clas.... is lik a shock....but i hv no feelings d time.... hapy or sad oso duno.....i miss my A clas fren.... but B clas no so stres....HOWｌａｈ！！！ rely dun lik it......y my life lik dis...? if rely wan seperate den let me go HALO la.....dats my won dream...y not? so unfair.... so sad u noe!!!!!????? is tear-ing but no tears roll....wat de fucking life i hav!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sad off9 go n cry now...... arghhhhhhhhhh




losted shyrnie. (not me anymore)

烦！

不知道为什么，烦，烦。烦辞职的东西，烦那个人不给我辞。烦要去见很多人。烦死我。你们超屌哦！！！尤其是那些M.A.R.S组的，全是人渣，人渣不如，母狗，不是人。我将骂，不懂会不会中。中屌。我没别意思，就是被骂。语言，肢体伤害，我承受不起啊！！！现在觉得，对于没兴趣的东西，越平凡越好！！！想在学校，有名一点，就要变母狗吗？没兴趣。不需要。我要在娱乐圈红，媒体来追我，到时看看谁比较红？！在学校正什么名誉？多一个人疼爱？呸~！嘴巴甜很好么？不见得！很奇怪咯。。。。。。。。烦！ 老师，你给我记住,一定要给我辞职！我要新的人生啊！！！在被逼下去，我杀了你们。。。。杀了，我会！你们如果不纯在，学校比较平静。好了，你们污染我的部落格了。。。讨厌！！！


shyrnie.

Never Say Never.

dey say, nvr say nvr. dey sang, nvr say nvr. evry1 is into de issue of never say never. bt thr's a nvr for me now. nvr do/ did things dat u hate it. just like what i chus to be a prefect. i hate it. i did it, n thr's a nvr a my life finally. is same case jz lik a human will never alive forever. hey, Never. a life does't mean hv to be intresting lik spending lika bilionare evryday. i dun wish dat b4. my wish evry night, hope i'm hapy, healthy, welthy. back to the topic. is about prefect team. i bilf myself even dis few day dad bought me lots of thing (thx) bt i still nt dat hapy bcz my heart is swing-ing thr bout prefect team. i wanted to RESIGN. reason. hmm...let me tink. 1st-ly, i'm not hapy, not redy to sacrifice my time, my life in de team. sriously, i'm wasting my time in sch also, not even de team. my ambitious heart does't point to de sch, de team, is pointing to the bright way which many celebrity passes by. yes i wan to be a artist, i wanted to sing dance act tells story lot fans chasing me n more more more..... 2nd-ly, i wanted a new life. not even quit prefect team, my trend, my fashion, de way i wear, eat, my rum my evryting, i'm changing 1 by 1. i tink no more. y dat time i want to be prefect? bcz i du1 my parents felt sad. dey givin big hope for me in dis house. wanted to protect my self. as no1 can buly me. i noe dey will suport evn i 1 resign. i gota do my thing n make my life beautiful. i'm nt de 1 who cn stand de torturing. sorry.n i oso du1 my mum too b too tired wit my stuf. fetch me so late, her car damn hot. she grows blk heads alot haiz. she getin older, she get tired easily. felt sory sumtime. i also cant stand de hot. i will easily nose bleeding n headache, maigrain. dats all.... i guess. so i will never say never, resign, start new life. hope tchers gv me last chance, never say never let me go, i'm already vry tired now. i'm not into ur torture chamber. sorry. let m life be peace. PEACE.


shyrnie.

KL

tday go KL oh...Sunway Pyramid ^^ buy things lo....walk walk shop shop..... hmm.... but i acidently buy a MW shirt damn expensive leh.....hmm..TT mum say cn buy....she wan me buy...endup so xpensif... haiz......felt sory...hmmm.......bt de bag, i <3 it..... haha..... it seems din walk alot place oso... haiz...al say wan go bac early, din buy even a shirt i lik....is ok la...tmr go melaka hope thrs gud mall for me to shop... wan buy nice shirt o... n long sleeve oso... end year go taiwan nid to use ah..... so how now? hmm... i was tinkin how to letak jawatan...i'm rely enough..mayb dats y i'm dat sad even wnt KL....sien...i hate dis feelings......

shyrnie.

i'm tired.

u noe, nowadays....things are getin worst den wat i expect.....a passed exam shuld be fun... bt no... results are worst....mos i hated is, prefect team! u noe, how sucks a prefect team is???!!! i wanted to resign...can u dun ask me y...is my freedom, i'm duin it, y shuld u stop me to b??? evryting bside forcing, also forcing......y..Y???? jamuan, force. i cari pasal din go. laz tyme, hari guru, force to persembahan, i end up wit nthg...n i stay bc evryday!!!! evyr mth, meeting, talk same ting, force to go...hey dat tyme i shuld b siting at hse sing,guitar,drum,probably jz go to my band...!!!! exam is cuming, force....blazer is too big, u noe i luk lik a clown? force. cut my hair acidently falll dwn d clip, scold....hey wats gng on? am i dat bad??? yea i'm nt suit being a prefect, so let me go....u shuld noe keeping a rubish for long tyme its still a rubish n u hv to throw it.....y dun u throw me while i bring d garbage car here? treat me? hey i'm nt puppy!!! human needs to b free...u may say others can y i cnt....hey, u shuld hv noe dat i'm a Limited Edition....udstnd my personality is damn hard as my mum say so.....let me to b free...no such thing like begging, crying for u gime chance to resign.... Jesus plz gv me energy to be a gud man.....i'm rely tired now.... i'm off....i'm gone.... i wan a new life....plz.....(@!!!!@)

考完了啊~！！！

赞！昨天一考完就去看戏。哈哈。。。很久没将爽了。第一次去看3D。很恐怖啊。。。吓搞我。第一次就去看鬼戏，喊到我。。。一直闭眼睛。。。吃爆米花。。。喝水。。。很难挨咯。哈哈。可是玩到很晚才回，又怕做恶梦哦。炸到~！第一次去JJ到十点多才回，厉害。看他怎样关门。哈哈。很久没唱歌了。刚才唱了一首，感觉很赞啊~很清，很爽！！！想去唱k。。。唱到傻。哈哈。。考完了很轻松哦。很想出街买东西，买很多很多。哈哈。。。。。。。最近就去学校玩咯，现在要玩，不然明年没得玩了，考试啊。妈妈的。。。。哈哈哈。。。。好啦，好好享受去了，掰。


小茜。

misssssss xiu

i miss computer =[ i miss facebook =[ i miss twitter =[ i miss blogger =[ i miss JBieber =[ i hated exam sriously........goes like dis oOo....heha will update evryting soon..... now BZ... suoly... 金钟奖！ 温升豪！加油！帅呆了~！


小茜。

空虚

一个人，就会无聊，就会空虚。一个人，就会闷，就会想找人陪。一个人，就会想找人爱，喜欢也是爱，朋友也是爱，陌生的也是爱，因为空虚。这种像我每天只会对电脑说话的，就是在抹去我生存的意义，因为我没有在做我想做的事，因为没有人能够放我去做我要的。我就想一个没有目标的人，不，其实我有。每天重复，上学，读书，浪费生命在学校里，放学。就像别人的宠物，被叫做么，就做么。我不是花心，我是不定心。是你们害的。如果你们让我去做我要的是，实现我的梦想，我的心定下来，就不会去想太多。我所谓的爱情，男朋友，是用来在我空虚，无聊，没事做，发呆的时候，来陪我“太空聊天" ，就连见到他说几句话都没有，这就是我所谓的爱情。我太空虚了。如果我每天都做自己喜欢的事，我会专注，我不会想去爱，我的梦想是不会因为爱而失败。我非单生，我有一个异族同胞男孩爱我,一开始我好爱他，因为我很空虚，所以我爱他。那可能只是喜欢。可是他爱我，我可以怎样？有时看到他都觉得很陌生，都可以爱，可笑。我的生命不能这样下去,我知道我要什么，只是我没有能力去实现。我说想出名，你说我在发梦。梦想不就是越得不到的东西，越想得到的吗？每天只会躲在房里唱，我知道出不了什么名。所以发呆，到头来，我空虚。


小茜。

a day without books.

no books wor....frm mornin on9 till now.... 1st is go watch pek sheng joe kisss... den go fb lor, sudenly watch fking video say justin bieber 51 yrs old...fuck ya.....nvr hapens ok nvr....he's 16 socalm dwn evry1 calm.....haha.... tday fucking hot mah......hell no.....den continue watch pek sheng joe....aww....den hp no credit (i was like holy crap f*kin unlucky)....haha....den i left my baby thr till now....WTF....tmr hope is gai gai day...staying in hse is realy not a gud thing....dis few day line got prob si beh dulan.....n jz now mum sudenly ask bout HALO Forest nid how much one month.... any1 plz tell? help...she seems intrested wit dat...cz i say my sch suckxx banana in hawaii....LOL... i realy damn boring... hope exam paz fast n i can do well in exam n evrything nice hapen include no nis go jamuan pengawas.... f*kin hate prefect team....i gona resign soon.... no miss no kiss but piss..... WTH WTF.....dats all....haha....if nx yr no PMR i gona work hard in music jor....no music i will die... cz i'm a musician sumday...got it? haha....suport me plz....


OMB.

haiz...

haha i go like sum1 status jz now n i'm 4th one n he gona say i'm his gf one week.... gorgeous guy oh..haha....iz ok..brek ur promis cz if u say u in relation wit me my bf gona kill me too....LOLL iz ok....btw ur status is realy nice...love it...=) muahah so evil mah....fck me swine flu jorr....wear mask at sch whole sch ppl luk at me...jz now tel my mum nx year i wan resign ..she was lik OMFG @@ *awkward* my god...is dat so proud me being prefect? is a dog a pet of a non human being..i can't stand it....dey were fucking giller....n i gona focus on my music n singing n mayb study..not gv ppl treat as a dog n bark to my friend....scare dem away.... i jz hope no one will see dis cz dey gona fuck me n say i jatuh maruah badan pengawas...WTF?! is my dairy u fuckers cum c dis in order to push me away...no worries...i duwan to get a high place n sit thr n do alot of things cz once fall down i might lost my life n soul....n no worries...i being small human nvm....cz i gona b huge in music sumday n u gona b tiny cz once u listen my music....tiny oh tiny....ur mouth *i din say who* is like a ass hole gona fuck u promis i'm trying my vry best....oOo is nthg.....my tuperware seems huge i sure u gona shut ur ass up.....todles....


OMB.

i hate faker hacker cz dey were sucker n fucker, hey U, read dis.

an over protecting systme was cre8 by genius person so nvr say i dun gv a damn to my wall post here cz i'm serious cz thr is a computer cctv here so i noe who de fuck u are. u dare to hack my blog, fb, n lot more in order to see wtf sis duin...let me tell ya hell ya she's great bcz de whole family torture her like a dog.great huh....dun even respect ur siblings at hse wtfff she still can call u brother...holy genius u even hack her acc in fb n u see wat she did in thr... who de hel r u tryda read n noe-ing ppl secret.dis is an privacy dats y a word "password" is cr8-ted...fuckin ass guy now how old r u? childish thing oso can do...well instead of wasting ur tyme sercing for secret....well y dun u mind ur own buisness n fish more....n dun forget, whoever read my blog i noe even my private folower....WTF


OMB

ur my heart breaker

i, i duno y. i duno y dis love come by. izit a lie?
u,u treat me cool. n oways show me dat u r hugs were huge.
v nvr been set to be tgther,
i'm de fire
ur de rain.

bt sumdays come n is on my way
i nvr knew u gona do dat to me
u ask for my hand my kiss my evryting
i pay u a smile n sweaty hand
bt u shuld noe dat i'm not nervous

d bus drove to d end
let us down. down.
den i nvr treat u more.
bt u tryda tel me i'm ur core.

hey boy nthg much more,
bsides a pocket wit a lolipop.
i dun evn make u a call,
cz u did't see whn i fall.

o ryte. go bac tyme.
i tryda find ur way.
bt dis tyme i'm ur pet moz of all.

u pour a bucket of water to me.
u says dat i'm too chillin.
u angry cz i'm nt treating.
u dun rply me cz i did't say too much sory.

so let go, i dun need ur love.
u can b my pet or my doll.
play with n dump u a side is my job.

sily guy, who's fault?
so wat if u did a thounsand tyme saying
u love me.
bt none replace JB at all....

heart breaker of mine. plz gone. gone.

U Smile, I Smile.

Oh
Yeah
Mmmm

I'd wait on you forever and a day
Hand and foot
Your world is my world
Yeah
Ain't no way you're ever gon' get
Any less than you should
Cause baby
You smile I smile (oh)
Cause whenever
You smile I smile
Hey hey hey

Your lips, my biggest weakness
Shouldn't have let you know
I'm always gonna do what they say (hey)

If you need me
I'll come running
From a thousand miles away
When you smile I smile (oh whoa)
You smile I smile
Hey

Baby take my open heart and all it offers
Cause this is as unconditional as it'll ever get
You ain't seen nothing yet
I won't ever hesitate to give you more
Cause baby (hey)
You smile I smile (whoa)
You smile I smile
Hey hey hey
You smile I smile
I smile I smile I smile
You smile I smile
Make me smile baby

Baby you won't ever work for nothing
You are my ins and my means now
With you there's no in between
I'm all in
Cause my cards are on the table
And I'm willing and I'm able
But I fold to your wish
Cause it's my command
Hey hey hey

You smile I smile (whoa)
You smile I smile
Hey hey hey
You smile I smile
I smile I smile I smile
You smile I smile
Oh

You smile I smile

You smile I smile

hving u smile fever now, biebers U Smile is out... chek it out on youtube sory hving problem posting here....i LOVE Justin Bieber vry much. OMB <3


OMB小茜.

不公平。

难道我的朋友就没有一点福气，享受年轻的恋爱吗？爱只有简单笔画，却比想象复杂，恨安定爱变化。难道就不能有平静的时候吗？前几天，他们还很好。今天一早，本来可以更好吧？可是又不好了。快乐就瞬间降到极点。因为一些无谓的怀疑，憎恨，害掺了他们。学校里的人，我都不能信任他们。一些假朋友，心机重。一些天天都称一世人好朋友的人,就是在后面背叛我的。我在学校，唯一互相依靠的，只有一个人。她为我做了不少事，为什么她不幸福？是我害的。我的罪恶感，是处于顶端。但坦白说，就算我要承担，我担得起吗？我也会害怕。所以每天晚上我都为你祈祷。我希望早上见到你，是对我笑的。那天，是我身平第一次看你哭的那么悲。也是第一次看我的朋友在学校哭成这样。但我不能感受那一点点的痛。我好想替你担一些。但我担得起什么？我是个很烂的好朋友吧？我帮你做坏事。很烂。但是你开心就好。我借你电话偷打，发简讯。我又错了。我不想明天看见的你，又是躺在我肩上哭的朋友。我对不起你。我求我的神明，保佑你们。我不能太自私。


OMB小茜。

i'm totaly in love baby.....

i can't belive dat....i'm in a relationship with_ haha.... let call him zachary. haha...><><..k la...jz hope my baby will msg me now... i so miss u oh....! haha....


OMB.

i'm sorry~

long tyme no write jorr...sory no use chinese....kinda buzy for nothing.... lmao....i tink i'm in love.... i love a guy name ZA. can't tell much....he's freakin cute!!! dat day acident went out wit him.... awww...he is a gud guy....dat onwards i love him i guess~he say hes been dump weeks ago.... he evn chg num bcz me....i duno wether he love me or not... i hope he can tell me by today, tonite!!! JESUS plz help me.i wana noe _ _ _ _ _ _ _ love me or not.....if yes...let us be together....haliluya.... wow guess i'm crazy now.... dis shoul't let ppl noe.....if u noe keep quiet oh....>< sms-ing wit him... hey tell me plz.....plz....plz.....i love u.... LMAO i'm insane now~!!!!

咳~

最近比较少PO了。有时很开心，但又被一些不开心的搞砸了。没什么心情。弟弟最近都有陪我，谢谢。没事做，就去打game. 因为很久没玩了，现在玩就很好玩.

小茜。

一个星期，然后结束。

好像在跟白痴玩耍，浪费了金钱这才知道他是白痴。我很后悔。一早喊分，分吧，我不在乎你。幸好有弟弟。爱你，暂时。哈。明天出去哦，爽！希望妈不要跟来。


小茜。

你要什么？

逛完书展啦，KLCC也走了 1/4。累。没买到我要的东西，不好。你很废，你到底要什么？玩真不可以，玩假不可以，要怎样？没有心情打了，明天才详细解释今天发生的事。sorry.


小茜。

我回来了~

回来啦~一个星期呆在外婆家感觉超闷，病了，哦闷。最近很容易病。电话也病了，没钱。爱人呀，不要在简讯引诱我啦。我忍不住有好多话要说，不要！明天去书展耶，希望可以去sunway pyramid lo!!! KLCC 书展逛完就去，好想~星期一跟朋友还有爱人出去，不想公告天下，paiseh. 没见你9个月，好吗？分手了8个月又重逢，你好吗?我想说，我不知道。我没有很好，你呢，好得不得了吗？一切就等星期一看到你，就知道了。你一定老样子，短头发，是很短的那种，T-shirt, 永远穿有collar的，裤子，永远穿长的，褐色，鞋子，就是黑黄包鞋，我说对了吧？眼镜呢，黑半框。我在想，我怎么会喜欢你啊？你到底有什么特别？老老实实的样子，连我骗你都会信的，连我妈妈看到你都说，他人好好，老实样，他喜欢你的话，你可以喜欢他的那种话，妈咪，这样很怪，因为你从不叫我谈恋爱。可是遇见你，妈咪很放心的说，跟他没问题。你到底什么吸引了我？我不懂。小茜傻傻样，可能就要爱个傻傻样的吧。haiz.....明天再写，好累。


小茜。

会开心吗？

今天，我要回马六甲了。有点不舍得我的电脑，一个礼拜不见你，这是种折磨！哈哈。好啦妈不要骂人了，很吵你知道吗？昨天才说要改变自己，不见得咯。根本就在骗自己！算了，我不是你。我改变不了你，也不想。今晚就播出 Camp Rock 2 the final jam 叻！！！很期待！个很好听，男主角很帅！！！啊哈哈~对了，我跟旧情恢复了。这样会开心吗？不懂。顺其自然吧。。。好了，不是很有心情写部落，可是一个星期不会见我PO的东西哦~我会想你们，其实是想电脑啦！哈哈。！
好啦，不写了，收拾东西，也要收拾心情。bye~爱大家~爱电脑！


小茜。

原来你是这样的。。！

妈咪~！原来你是这样的！我从来没想过，你会这么说！原来你很支持我！原来你是我的粉丝！好开心哦~爸爸不好呐！妈咪别再相信爱情吧！你有才华，可以写书啊！真的。。。灵感来了就对了，写出来就对了！我会帮你！今天感悟好多。。。爸爸弟弟不在家，很爽下的！*弟弟*又陪我谈天，说跟我一起去看戏，好呢！明天可能就要回马六甲，不能上线一个星期，是折磨吗？哈哈。表弟回来了！可爱的他，好久不见！姐姐好想念你！你好吗？哈哈。好期待哦~假期的好处就是将。往外跑，跟朋友，跟家人。很爽的~好吧不懂要讲什么了~下次见，希望明天还可以上线，爱大家~ <3


小茜。

这次重逢算什么？

算什么？我认回来的弟弟，再次向我说那些我不懂的话。我不懂，你怎么放不下我？我比你大一年，我到底有什么值得你陪我玩?你太天真了！你告诉你妈妈，说你喜欢我。现在你妈找上我妈了，你到底想怎样？要我爱你？我给不了100%的，我不可能跟你玩的很大，但我不懂，我的心到底在想什么？我怎么会答应你，陪你玩。玩而已，我会这样说，但我真的在玩吗？我不懂。所以好想问，我们这次算重逢吗？这次重逢算什么？意昧着什么？在一起吗？弟弟，我不是一个相信爱情的傻子，我是放弃爱情的痞子。我真的有把爱情当暖暖包！你不知不觉中，成了我的暖暖包你知道吗？难道你心甘情愿吗？我说过真心，永远，是屁话。说真的，是屁话！我们不可能永远在一起吧？你不会想太远了吧？好天真的弟弟。。。不愧是弟弟。你根本不懂什么是爱情。你说你喜欢我，那你怎么对我？你连短信我都没有。我想看一部戏，想找你，你在哪里呢？没有，你不见了，消失了，可能都睡了！我想说的是，你给不到我安全感你知道吗！？你太小了。我知道我需要一个男朋友。我知道没有帅哥会喜欢我。这是事实！虽然你没有具备我理想条件，但至少让我这不信爱情的痞子，相信爱情至少有安全感吧？！你没有。所以我继续当痞子，你继续当傻子。我们是不同世界的人。这句话终于用的上场了，在我生活中，这句话终于出现了！因为你！不不再相信爱情！没有爱情！小茜我竟然是变本加厉的痞子。弟弟，是因为你吗？没有爱情了！去他妈的爱情！没安全感的爱情！真心是屁话！爱情是暖暖包！痞子！就这样！

小茜。

那样很怪叻~

不信不信我才不信！
他竟然玩fb...imposible!
怪到死！将的人会玩我不信！
冒充啦！
ok刷~不管将多。
今天玩得不错~
虽然很迟回。
而且假期要来了，
超开心的嘛！
今天不多东西发生。
所以就到这里。
明天我写部落格时，
就是假期啦！
哈哈，明天再会！

小茜。

开心^^

今天小茜好开心哦~虽然要上学。。。
跟朋友们做了好多疯狂事~
玩的超疯的！老师都管不了~
我们换位，谈天，捣蛋！
很久没有和朋友一起疯狂~
我们还坐在后面偷吃coco crunch!
sejarah老师beh tahan 我们了。哈哈
他一直叫我们听课，谁会理他啊~
疯狂的时间总是特别快~
放学鲁~回家，就开始闷。
一想到明天到四点半，
我就闷掉！
去他妈的！四点半！没脑的猪！
有时候在学校工作不顺，
就弄得不想去学校。
最讨厌就是那个老师，
和那俩姐妹！
不开心的不说~
不要坏了好心情^^
希望啊，每天都像今天一样开心~
那每天去学校都没关系~
假期要来鲁~
要去看vampire suck!
没有男生陪我，haiz.....可怜~
朋友都有男朋友陪。
我去当电灯泡！
不爽！我要男朋友！haiz.....
不简单啊~！行情不好了~
好了到这里就好~
希望每天到开心哦~

小茜。

累痹了

这几天生病完了，就觉得好累好累，每天除了睡觉，还是睡觉。吃的东西，越来越少。咳嗽，越咳越傻。不喜欢上线。应为真的很累。所以，我最近比较少打部落格。对不起，身体不能负荷啦~弱！看吧，才睡了2小时，现在又想睡了。超困的！是不是得了怪病啊？再这样下去，我的生活就是每天睡觉，除了睡觉，就是睡大觉吧！恐怖的日子。快点过去吧。我还把面对一些现实。所以那么爱睡吧。好了不多写，因为好想睡。就这样。


小茜。

我病了，大家都病了。

好多天没有见大家了，你们可好吧？没错，我不好。没去学校三天，就有打击重大的事发生。先说我。3天。发高烧，伤风，咳嗽，没胃口，酸痛，头晕，内伤。是极度恐怖的。虽然3天不去很爽。上线了，开歌听，那首歌都变了，可能好久没听的结果，就是这样。学校呢，发生了更大的事。同学的妈妈竟然去世了！我真不敢相信！我的同学，他还好吗？他不就变孤儿了？好伤心。同学妈妈，要一路好走哦！RIP。好多东西都变了，变得比我想象中遥远，好像永远都找不回。这次考试很差，看来真的有不及格，成绩单要自己签了吧！@@。可以的话，烧掉那张纸。我不想去面对。


小茜。

小茜，你太天真了！

落空了，真的不会发生吗？


我没有想过，是从来都没有。
我的爸妈，原来很反对我当音乐人。
我不明白，他们很怕我受伤。
连让我尝试的机会，（除了学吉他）
其他的都没有。现在我才发现这点。
刚才我说要学鼓，他们答应了。
可是我说要学唱歌。。。
妈妈马上插嘴，说
我要再去学唱歌，成绩就会很烂。
我想了想，妈，难道对我那么没信心？
而且大人们，根本只在意现在的成绩，
而我更在意我的梦想！
难道他们就认为我不够成熟吗？
我知道我年纪小，你们怕我受伤，
可是你们让我在原地跑，
我永远不会进步，永远达不到梦想！
我从不拿我的前途来当赌注！
我可没有笑着办。。。我是认真的。
可是我太天真了。。。
我以为你们会支持我，可是没有，可能永远都不会吧！
记得我还小一点的时候，6年级。
我说以后我要参选astro新秀大赛。
你们还告诉我，会拿着我的牌子，当我的粉丝。
那时我好天真，以为这就是我的未来。
可是那是错误！因为一个小梦想
你们承诺要去实现，那就不理会我现在的梦想吗？
我以为我读完中3，你们会让我进海螺。
可是现在，我想我毕业了，你们也不会让我去吧！
难道我家人都不会支持我吗？一点希望都没了吗？
还是这一切都是幻想。。。？
家人不支持我，那还会有人支持吗？
我的梦想真的落空了。。。
这种感觉不好受知道吗！！！
如果这些话我当面跟家人说，
应该永远都没机会了！
拖延了我的时间发梦，可是我真的很想实现！
我不像是容易放弃的人！
小茜，加油！坚持到底！！！
家人，你们让我太失望了！！！

小茜。

今天。

小茜我今天比较懒。我想用歌词来代替我的心声。就这样~

我是誰 你是否常常這樣問自己
我是誰 總是活在別人的期望裡
我是誰 是誰又擅自幫你定義了
你是誰 只有不是自己才安全

為什麼 你以為這個世界很美麗
為什麼 你愛這個世界勝過愛自己
為什麼 這個世界不給你平等待遇
為什麼 到底做錯了什麼

朋友都說你太 太 太奇怪
在背後把你當成笑 笑 笑話看
每一個動作都被瞎猜
他們說你是個不能容忍的存在

你想要的很 很 很簡單
不過就是最普通的 的 的平凡
誠實做自己有時候很難
但是請你勇敢的試一次看看

無論他們又說什麼 閒言閒語無法傷害我
世界上只有一個我 沒人能代替的我
無論他們又做什麼 小動作無法打敗我
我知道自己是最美麗的
The most beautiful

會不會 上帝把你的靈魂放錯了身體
會不會 是故意整你不是不小心
會不會 你常常都覺得力不從心
會不會 堅持要做自己太危險

憑什麼 難道比較特別就是不對
憑什麼 先下了註解在認識之前
憑什麼 只不過想認真的活一遍
憑什麼 隨便就把人定罪

我是誰 這個問題困擾你多少天多少夜
我是誰 誰有資格決定你怎樣才是對
我是誰 我是誰我是誰
我就是我你就是你
認真做自己的人最美麗

所以，我要努力让自己知道，我是谁。好懒再写了，对不起。小茜没心情。

小茜。

今天算顺利吧

小茜诞生2nd天。

今天返校了。昨天真的好多人没来。今天算蛮顺利的。满足的话，可以说开心吧。三字经我真的少念了。进步真的蛮多。替朋友高兴，他终于有进展了。加油啊朋友！哈哈~ 小茜我有点懊恼。我什么时候才能摆脱单生呢？我知道单生有很多好处。可是。。。看见别人有的，我没有，真的会不开心。心仪的对象真的好难找哦~ 盼望小王子回来，也不容易啊！很渴望。。。假期快到了，大家约会去。我就当电灯泡去。不喜欢这样。以前的假期，有单身的朋友陪，再久以前，还有情人。现在，我这颗电灯泡，被约出来，也未免太大，太亮了吧！~明天周末，没事儿干，没有人陪。所以电脑啊,只有最亲爱的你了！还有我要祷告。
亲爱的神父，我希望我能经快找到一个，我爱他，他又爱我的人。AMEN。

小茜今天的日记。公开式的。=）

努力做我自己，钢牙妹小茜。

好了，我逃够了。Shyrnie就把他忘了。我是小茜。我有一个梦想。我会努力实现。但我会不寻常的单纯。却又不寻常的反抗，就是这样。我不要活在别人的指望里。我不再相信世界很美丽。我不会先爱大家，我会爱自己。我只做自己爱做的事。至于一些事，该面对就面对，逃避过的就不要再想了。还有请大家不要伤我的自尊心了，不要说我没勇气。我只是太爱自己。我要是自恋，就代表没自信。我说话伤人，毒舌，是保护自己。我骄傲，是不想让大家知道，我脆弱。我的一切是伪装。现在我叫小茜，希望我会单纯一些。我要小王子在我身边，一直到我实现梦想。我鼓起勇气当钢牙妹。把自己称为小茜。现在开始。小茜，你诞生了！！！要加油！！！要爱自己！！！

我什么都不是了

我是谁？我不配。对，很对。。我正的不配！
我逃避好多东西，数数看。。。
爱情，现实，梦想，家人，朋友，老师还有自己！
我到底怎么了？丢了爱情，抛弃自己 我到底怎么了？
我一进浴室，就开始想了好多话想说。我没有发觉，
我冲好了，衣穿好了，要说的话还没有结束。
想在这里发泄，我不想把。不知道。很烦。
我懂，数学败了害惨我！！！
现在我不只说
去他妈的爱情!!!
还有
去他妈的学业！！！
更是
去他妈的自己！！！
没用的我！
消失吧！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
我在逃避
为了什么？？？？？？
我很恨自己！！！！！！
死吧！！！！！！！
Shyrnie d looooser of life, evryting!!!!!! fcking!!!!!!!!
真话一句，我在流泪。

去他妈的爱情！！！

没有爱情还是活得下去,爱情对 我是复杂，冷酷。突然变得很情绪化，打算部落格改成俩性发表区。没有爱情，我受的是嘲笑，我很怕寂寞，我知道什么是害怕。有爱情，会让自己更贪心，要求完 美，好天真。我有好多话要说。不知从何说起。我想透了，爱情，是傻话；真心，是屁话；相爱，是鬼话；永恒，是废话；所以我的结论是：去他妈的爱 情！！！！！ 对没有错。。。我很赞同这句话。 因为我对爱情有认真过一遍，却狠狠伤了我的心。从此我把爱情当成暖暖包，而且不停的换，以保持暖度，表面上，好温暖。可是内心好冷，冻得被逼把它封锁。我 以为我在爱情的地位，还占据一点空间。其实没有。因为我的心，没有被打开。今天我看穿了，我不要再爱了，所以我重复，去 他 妈 的 爱 情！！！ 我觉得我好痞子，比男人更痞子。我也会偷心。别人大圣，我封皇了。PS PS PS...我就变成这样了。我竟然在没有竞争的爱情里，败了！所以我不断谈恋爱，我承认。有几个了。玩玩而已。我憋了一堆长篇大论，可是我最重强调，去 他 妈 的 爱 情！！！

me me me....him him him....

me, lik dis, unwanted to love a person, bt i love it.
tryda escpape frm dis horrow, endup i get into it.
i get excited whn he msg me,
i get hapy whn he says he love me
n he cals me dar.
is dis wat i 1?
i nt vry sure....
jz plays a role of puppy love,
y not? NO. he's serious.
felt trpin in sumwhr whn he does't appear to on in fb.
scare ppl to noe bout us.
ask him to forget bout my ex.
ask him out. told him wat is xxx although he noe
trying2 b hapy bcz of him,
v say kiss, v kiss n tell d truth.
v plan wat v wana do...
he trying to tel me, to hold my hand.
he trying to ask me, for a kiss,
he will note me nt on de face, lips.
whnever he says i jz =)..
mayb in d depest place in my heart,
says dat i wan do dat wit him.
saw him,brainjuice flies in my head.
tryin to see him whnever v can meet.
even jz his bac, i wanted to.
he cant msg me, i jz ...=(
y y y,...fine. i'hv done wit dis.
i rmb it, puppy love. dun too serious.
i hope he'll understan wat i wan.
cz i gona leave him sumday.
he says he nt gona lose me,
i smiles.
wat a cute litle kids.

oficialy me....

i'm shyrnie™, oficial website here.
is jz lik a super star, ppl started blame me on web。
i felt uncomfortable bout it ayy...
wat anti me? wtfug so childish...
fug off my gudness, spoiling my mood of evryting..
luckily got sista help la, thx sis <3 aww~
dun, nvr ever spam or atack me if hate me...
nt dat valued to waste ur tyme on me...
jz go fug fug away, i dun care bout it...
cant blive de world still got manusia yang belum dimajukan...
human without brain,so useless...
felt sory for ur lao bu....
who cares? u cares ony,
hey u care me,! thx...!
thx put atention on me, how famous m i now...see...
yerrr...y ppl nowadays so lin diao ghehhh...
find, du1 talk bout useless ppl nanti i plk jadi useless...
n i wanna ba super star!!!!!
JESUS plz help me to sucess my dream in 1 yr tyme ok?
plz plz plz......
i will lik to be great....
nt greatest, bt great
cz i du1 my dad so bz....workin..
i can gv him anyting if i'm superb enuff, i guess...
so plz plz plz....swear to GOD i will do it well,
train well, my skills...so plz....
i beg to GODｎ　ＦＡＭＩｌｙ
plz let me go HALO FOREST!!!!!
i will lyke to sucess my drem, frm now!!!!
Shyrnie™ oways b de moz oficial 1, Shyrnie™~

我因该当明星！！！

不管什么明星，
唱歌；
演戏；
跳舞；
作词；
作曲；
写书；
主持人；
名嘴。。。。等等的等。。
我觉得我应该当明星！！！
我希望这篇文章，全世界都看到！
我真的好想当明星！
你说我青春期爱发梦，
我说你不够IN啦。。
你以为当明星就是为了出名？
我说，这个是我的梦！
我一直坚持维持好形象，为了什么？
不就是等有一天，我当明星，
绯闻少一点。。。周到吗？哈哈。。
我也可以向其他年轻人一样，
做个LALA....没有错的。。
可是我很努力，不要学坏。
骂人，我会啊。。
网路上而已。。。
其他人说要当明星，
他们会什么？
我都planing好了。。
吉他，最简单的。
我学完这个gred,
学鼓咯！钢琴呢，
海螺学比较快...
跳舞，studio找着。。
写词作曲，海螺啦~
唱歌呢，魔鬼训练班就可以了。。。
写书，没有问题。。。
我牙尖嘴利！
名嘴，ok no problem~
我只欠一个，牙齿！
下个星期，没事的话，
去检查，排队绑牙啦~
脸蛋，我不自恋，
没有很美，
可是也没有很丑哦~哈哈。。
还有更重要的，兴趣，胆量和热诚
有有有~都有~！
家人啊，支持我好吗？
如果你们肯出钱，
我一定出力！
我们没有很富有。。
可是以后我要养你们。。！
一定！可是呢。。。
先让我当明星！！！哈哈哈~
这个不是明星梦，
是我的梦想。我决定了。我一定要办到。
i wanna b a superstar....... i blive i'm not dreaming....
i gona reach it, frm dis moment..... +u!!!!!

我是谁？

很想诚实面对自己一下，那天啊，那个弟弟问我哦，我到底有没有喜欢他。又一次被炸到 @@ 我没有很赞成玩姐弟恋。。。可是我真的有感受到，那个弟很喜欢我哦。那个中午啊，我开会回来，五点了，累死我。。他send了一封msg我。。他跟我讲那3个字啊！我有吓一下。。可以感觉是真心的不过。。。很乱啦。。。@@可是跟他信息很贵啊。。。。弄到电话没钱了。。。屌。。。现在一天用一块都不够咯。。。很屌就对了。。。屌电讯公司吸钱吸到厉害。。。我没钱，朋友们，死到哪里了？给我点钱儿啦。。。平时你们跟bf gf sms 不够钱还不是我给。。哈哈。。。我现在真的需要用到电话啦。。买张topout card来啦。。。还有很久才过期。。。ta ma cb la..... 真么办呢？ 没人帮下吗？很过分咯。。。sad.... 我のlife is over without phone + touput + sms + internet + fb!!! 该死啦！谁叫那个弟弟来乱！不然我不用用将多钱了。。他每天信息也有限制的。。。可爱。。。哈哈。。。我很缺男朋友，现在最爱我的只有弟弟，可是他只是弟弟嘛。。。没有很帅啊。。。我应该没有喜欢他。。。。弟弟你把我玩惨了！你也不赖，超屌的！哈哈哈哈。。。说到尾都是我心里不平衡。。。谁能给我买免费topout?哈哈。。。这个是重点哦！topout card arghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG

我没有想过哦。。。从来没有。。。可是现在竟然。。。发生了!!! 恐怖到!!! guess wat? 姐弟恋!!! OMG OMG OMGＯＭＧOMG!!!!!!!!!! sei lo sei lo!!!!! f1 的一个弟弟，竟然跟我“告白” 应该算吧.!?!
我被吓倒咯。。一个我一直以来当弟弟看的，竟然！长大了！会告白team! 我有被炸的感觉咯。我因该不会对他有东西吧。。??!!?!? 单身太久开始胡思乱想了吧。。姐弟恋不是好玩的，哦拜托。我千万不能对他有东西，不然我的人生。。。算了吧。~~ evry year oso July ppl 告白 wit me, n is cooperator team!!! 每一年。。。。乍到！！

我的爱life.....很sad 咯....

找不到人说心里的寂寞，
找不到人懂怕黑的折磨，
找不到命中注定在一起的那个人，
很多人都笑我，
一个人过生活。

爱，只有简单笔画
却比想象复杂
恨安定爱变化；
我爱过几个人，
也被爱过几遍，
却还是没能将幸福留下。。。

爱，是不可输的吗？
为何我还相信，
他不是独行侠；
我在等一个人，
在等我的永恒，
告诉我爱不单行别害怕。。。

我在等一个人，
在等我的永恒，
告诉我爱不单行相信它~

听雨的声音，
一滴滴清晰，
你的呼吸像雨滴深入我爱里，
真希望雨能下不停，
让想念继续，
让爱变透明，
我爱上给我勇气的
Shyrnie Love.

不能握的手，
从此匿名的朋友，
其实我的执著依然执著，
与你无关泪自行吸收，
不能握的手，
却比亲人更亲厚，
当所有如果，都没有如果
只有失去的温柔，最温柔。

breakdance feveR

dis few day vry sad....so i ask my bro to dance for me.... den he realy dance oh..... litle guy bboy @@ bt i oso duno wat movement is dat..... jz bboy, fun lar...~ haha.....den i found up he lame... den i 偷拍 de way he bboy....lame到~~ bt is ok....small la.....so pro for wat? ur sis me oso not dat geng lehhh...haha 串一下，paisehh.....lolz <<---- yeng? muahaha.... dis 1 not nice.... got sumore....






okla......dis one...... lame oso, bt....
nicer den 1st one.....hahah
小弟弟leh....扭到啊....
bt no wor.....still can backspin....
no worries~ >< haha lik dis sis oso got.......
lame sis oso...... hahaha c dis one...... coment.....
B-boy Hanson....-->>

yeah~

today very happy~
outing wit fren..~
shanice bday~
hapy bday....aha~
bt spend god damn much~
omoz pokai~
is ok...once a while~
aslong as i hapi~
den nthg to worri~
got a phrases~
said by a sohai~
i let u all noe ~
here is it~:

我以为你穿那个短裤，你又穿这个短裤，我叫你穿那个短裤，你就穿运动短裤~

炸到！！！

Oh boy, oh boy!!!! huff n puff life!!!

i got a nice brother angkat~Marwan~
lolzzz......he is awesome......!!!!
he backkup evryting for me....
he dun care wether i chinese or malay....
he is gving all de power~ cool huh~
he say he hates my enemy too!!!!
now he is de head prefect.....
evrything is his's~~ wow~
he help me too much la....
even my math tuitin tcher.....haha
thx u bro~ :p
as for my lover.....gone.....
i'm out.....i wont lik u anymore.....
is over....fine, i'm ok...u take care...
too....i dun lik u anymore.....
bye.....thx for ur appear... :p
now is prefect thing.....
i wanna diao sum ppl....
sorry to say dat.....so sorry....
but hv to....if not i'm unhappy...
i 'm unhappy....y a gud prefect in UR eyes muz
help u take ur bag n botle daily....??!!
if help u like dat den u will gv gud comment to me??
will u gv me become head, or biro...?
i dont nid these seriously......
i want freedom.....
i say i wan letak jawatan,,.,,,
u say canot....cz we lose too much prefect dis year,....
wtf, u are torturing me!!!!! TORTURING ME!!!!
dat 2 hypocrite, u can accept....
me, cant? cz i'm not a hypocrite izzit?
i'm out!!!!!!
prefect team suxxxxx!!!!
SUXXXX FOREVA!!!!!!
n u say prefect canot coupling in sch,.,...
but told ya i saw a ppl almoz high jawatan is dating!!!!
how??!!! u wanna c frm cctv?!!
diu~ i will find a boyfren as faz as possible!!!!
so i'll show u how loving we are!!!!
i gona hugg my boyfren infront of u...!!!
if want kiss oso no problem!!!!
u all suxxx!!!!!
SUXXXX!!!!!

hey boy

boujuel~ alloha~ waka waka tiki pu pu pu~
is sad.....y i m still single nowadays?
i tink i like few guys.....u tink dey will like me?
kindda impossible...althought sum is gud to me
but is jz brother n sister lik dat....
nt boy n gurl relationship lorh~
how to hv a gud gud boyfren?
i duno y mayb single for too long time,
even some gud looking malay guy oso i appreciate it~
y? wat hapen to me? he is malay eyy.....
okay okay, forget bout it......
how bout de dancing chinese?
i did't even chat wit him?
kindda fed up wit him aledi....
evrytime msg oso no rply.....hey, party animal, i will sad lehh~
dun be so unfair to me, okay? T.T
yes, i like u......but v did't even fren, wat culd we b?
nthg, NTHG!!! sadly, i lose love...
I LOSE LOVE!!!! I LOST LOVE!!!
how culd it hapen to me, i'm a rock gurl ayy....
hmmmm, so wat mayb dey tink lik dat?!?
justin bieber, yes i love u....bt u were jz an imagination... never ever
althought u tell me nvr say nvr.....bt stilll.....
mayb if i hv sumting real, fun n i like to do...
den i will no nid a love,......
such as go HALO FOREST....
huhuhuhu.....i lose control ady...
toodles~ T.T

aiyo

aiyoooo.....so boring life
whr's my brother?
whr's my lover, sent msg oso no rply.
my life suxx.....
duno wwat to do now
sien
men
so
hai
life
!!!!

now i noe,n i duno

now i noe, i loved sum1 bt i duno
now i noe, i loved a person dat i shuld't luv
now i noe, he mayb nvr be mine
now i noe, loving 1 ppl is so hard
now i noe, how hurt if subody nvr rply ur msg n is ur love
now i noe, i'm not dat valued for him to love
now i noe, i'm not dat pretty so he no respon to me
now i noe, ony pretty he will lik it
now i noe, i have to changed my mind
now i noe, i cnt take it cuz i love him so much, unfortunately
now i noe, i'm loosing him
now i noe, how hard if a girl trying to propose to guy
bt i duno, will guy accept a girl tyring to tell him i love u, can u be my boyfren?
n i duno, will he accept me?
n i duno, will he shock?
n i duno, will he hate me or scare me?
n i duno, will he nvr be wit me evn normal fren?
i noe i love u bt i duno u love me or not....
but i will always love u untill u tell me dat u wont love me
n i will set u free n nvr apear in ur live again.
I Love U xxxx xxxx

Bboy-ing

i was trying to learn bboy nowadays....i wish Lego can help me.... bt i tink he wont...
sumbody plz.....i love bboy...i usually learn frm net my own n no1 noes even my mum.... i wish i can rock my life wit singing, making songs n bboying.... so i can be halo forest crew.....i realy realy wish to be lik dAT....I oso wish Lego can help me.....cz he is vry cute n cool bboy, although i dunoe him,bt frm his picture n video in fb...i noe he rock his life by bboying....i wan dis kind of life... i admire him vry much.... so plz....if u noe sum1 bboying in seremban or kl or malacca la... tell me plz...LOVE BBOY FOREVA...born to bboy...PEACE~<3

how lahh?

kamlan betul...wat fucking fren la...noe de big day is cuming bt wat oso bvr do... laz tm ar, u all de big day we do alot for u all....now is her turn, wat fucking job u all did? dis call fren ar? i dunoe lo....i vry hardworking, try to be one of de topic in ur chat,bt still, i'm jz de coconut tree at de beach, use me to cover de sun, wat u care is hv fun, swim n shell...bt wat i hv did to u all is much more den u all did to me, bt i nvr say a words....mayb i'm too selfish, stingy or sumting la... i duno... bt can tell me? u tink i will angry? i wish u tell lo...at least gv me de chance la... nia ma...dis words is u all teach me de,...now i use it to fuck u all, NIA MA!!! n 1 more, LIN DIAO!!!nw i teach u, got a word call KAMLAN n is pointing to u!!! o0o

✖血伤✖

我平凡,宛如尘世间毫不起眼,尘埃一枚.独自躺卧沃野,仰望星宿于宇宙间爆裂,描出凤凰图腾.预言我们终究奋不顾身,为了爱.爱在我体内灸热沸腾,烧伤了凄清萎靡冬夜.遇见你,我生之为人有了确实的理由.青春终将灭绝,和你同在,永恒即已临至.像你这一般人,值得我镇守山川千年.我决意驱赶孤寂对你恶意的侵袭,我知道你迷失钢筋森林里的种种惶惑.假使现在天崩地裂山洪淹至,我会抱紧你,粉身碎骨,亦无从阻开我,爱你.

I knew we were both in mortal danger. Still,in the instant, I felt WELL. Whole, I could feel my heart racing in my chest, the blood pulsing hot and fast through my veins again. My lungs filled deep with the sweet scent that came off his skin. It was like there had never been any hole un my chest. I was perfect--not healed,but as if there had never been a wound in the first place.

~✖emO Emo eMo✖~

想说。。。Wanna say...

不想读了。。。放弃了。。。我决定了。。。我真正想要的是什么？去海螺啊~ 对丫！海螺！！！干嘛不去？ 拜托，很贵耶！ T.T 为什么就是这样？既然有了梦想，就要实现，不然做人，是做来干嘛？为什么就是要针对我？不给我做正常人，别人有，我也有的！？！要我怎样面对世人？我悲惨的人生。Sｏ　ｓａｄ！！！　总之，海螺，我一定要去。必近那里注重音乐，舞蹈，不是我想要的吗？是啊！上帝，对我公平好吗？我没有怨天尤人，事实嘛～　累都流干了，都没看到我的梦想。继续读会死，这间学校根本不是人去，所谓的优异生是要帮老师拿书包的，我办不到咯。人家每天读书的阿。。做牛做马，最重要是要拍笨蛋老师的马屁，不是吗？难道那个老师不懂得咩？看不顺眼了，决定不要做ｐｒｅｆｅｃｔ了咯。难道要我一直相信，等待下去，就会有奇迹？很好笑，ｉｍｐｏｓｓｉｂｌｅ！！！　不能忍受笨蛋学校了。什么烂学校。哇，不能将讲哦。等下人家啊上网看到，去告我哦。。。＞＜看吧，做人做到将，不闷？现在回写歌了，作曲还好，吉他半桶水，可以了咯？我嫌不够！拼了吗？机会都没有啦。我要去绑牙！！！ｓｕｍｂｏｄｙ给我勇气好不好？！？ wtf wtf wtf!!!! y is my life lik dis? if i hv a chance to make 3 wishes den it will be: 1)let myslef be normal lik other ppl does 2)i nid ppl to help me in money problems,to fnish my dream, once i can earn money, i will gv de $$ bac 3)go to Halo Forest ryte now with de money i hv!!! JESUS, did u see dis? did u? i hope u can understan chinese n english too...i'm so useless!!! no point i live like dis ryte?!?

NeVeR say NEVER

☠i nvr thought dat i could walk through fire
i nvr thought dat i culd take de burn
i nvr had de strenght to take it higher
until i reached de point of no return

i nvr tought dat i culd feel dis power
i nvr tought dat i culd feel dis free
i'm strong nough to climb de highest tower
n i'm faz enough to ran across de sea

n thr's juz no turning bac
wen ur hearts under attack
gonna gv evryting i hv
is my destiny

i will nvr say nvr!
i will fight till forever!
whenever u knock me down
i will not stay on de ground
pick it up ,pick it up ,pick it up
pick it up up up
AND NVR SAY NEVER!!!☠

yo...!

new blog rawkz! i'hv dump away my old bloggy...cum'on n make sum mess n sound in my blogy here...follow me~bt too bad emo shyrnie here felt freakin bad n bored.... how ya? hmmm...